The Idea of Being Wanted
Feeling wanted is something that we aren't necessarily born with. Wanting yes, as kids we want everything toddlers cry, kids scream, teens act out, adults we get or hate others for having what we want. But feeling wanted is a devil in a gift box once received its a beautiful gift with the face of a loving puppy. Usually this is given to us through romantic means but it could also come from friendship as I've experienced as well. It's such an amazing feeling and once you've had a taste its like a drug you want more. It comes with many small other tokens as well like when you buy perfume or make up and they give you all the free samples. Some of those samples being finding a meaning to life, having someone else around for company, being accepted, etc.. The problem is when that person who made you feel wanted inevitably leaves for one reason or another you withdrawal. That demon finally shows you its face. As soon as that happens all those free samples run out too. There...